staff is gone for a week in phoenix time to PARTY… no just kidding i have way to much respect for them and who God has made me to loose all dignity just because they aren’t here to watch my every move… but it is fun to pretend to be rebellious just for a second….
any ways today was weird not having staff around… no katie graham hugs… no alex to keep us in perfect order… no pachi during academics saying “i just love you kelly” aka “your funny” or “ben and steve where are you suppose to be” no one to throw my sarcasm at (matt) and none of his crazy voices…. the lovely jess langdons seat is empty for once and she has left me and karen and amanda with one of her many responsibilities girls roots (i am honored)… there will be no random visits from carrie this week… dan freedom center just didn’t feel as free this week with out you there…. yesmine i dont know how im going to make it through this week with out communications dont they know how important communication is and to top it all off i dont know how im going to make it without my weekly mtg with pj not that i always want to go because he always raises the bar im not sure i can jump any higher you think i would stop walking into them when i know he has mastered all of my ways to change the subject… with all that said I MISS YOU ALL and its only been one day…
BUT i must say the to second years you are all amazing you can see how much you have changed from the beginning of the year… honestly things ran so smooth that i really did forget staff was gone most of the day… you all did a great job even when somethings got crazy you handled it very well… leah i have to give a personal shout out to you… you are an amazing leader this morning devotional was right on it made me think the rest of the day that is success in my book and might i add she put Egyptian rat screw in our schedule that made my day even better…
Today was amazing i learned that you cant rely on leaders to do everything… You need to put responsibility on your self or what will you do when they really aren’t in your life any more. Do you expect them to call you everyday to check up on you.. i don’t think so… Its time to grow up and age has nothing to do with it. its all about knowledge if you have learned it use it. What good is a car if it just sits in your drive way it will rust, the wheels will go flat and the city may even have it removed if its not being used… is that what you want to do with knowledge you have been given just forget about it because the person who gave it to you isn’t filling it with gas anymore… its time to buy your own gas and use what has been given to you… God has so much if only we would let him mold us and pimp our ride…
p.s i dont why i used a car as an example hey it is what it is have a great day…